Thursday, May 5, 2011

Auto-Interview; Present Tense

      "Well," the woman says once she's reached the curb, and then takes a moment to gather her hair, much of which has slipped inside her collar, and lay it gently behind her shoulders. Loreen sees that while she is not exactly beautiful, either, she is a good deal prettier than Loreen herself, with a long nose and full, wide lips. Something about her eyes looks familiar—the shape of the eyes and also the way she holds them a little wider than most people do. "I wasn't sure you'd hear me over the traffic and the wind," she says, pronouncing "wind" with an extra little "h" sound that Loreen associates with old movies. It is windy, but Loreen hadn't noticed until this woman made the pronouncement. It feels as if the woman has made it so.

     "Oh. Oh gosh,” the woman says in a way that plucks Loreen’s gaze away from her eyes and the soft atmosphere of bangs above them and makes her realize the words spoken come out of the her mouth, just like everyone else’s. And then in a tone that sounds alarmingly like pity, "you don't remember me." Not pity, she decides, watching the woman bite the inside of her cheek and stare at a spot above Loreen’s head. She seems hurt. Loreen can't stand the thought of hurting this woman who'd jogged across the street in such a familiar, trusting way. This woman who manages to appear both vulnerable and sophisticated.

     In a gesture uncharacteristic to her, Loreen places a hand lightly on the woman's forearm. "Of course I remember you. How are you? Where were you headed just now?" Every fragment of the woman returns to the moment, every feature slides smartly back into place, and a tremor of happiness traces through Loreen.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Persona

In sick today; I watched Ingmar Bergman's Persona.


Blur must recede--then sharpness

remains our faces cataclysmic.


You see in me a stalwart river's end:

in you I see the dam breaking open.


We're both sick with all this water

at last of its purifying rites and docile


only when laid on shards of glass.

Lay us down, sky, your giant cowl--


your mad burrowing clouds

break us open with their softness.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010


I wrote this one year ago, for the University of Arizona Poetry Center's e-Newsletter:

READING ZEMBORAIN AND ALCALÁ

On Mauve Sea-Orchids & Some Maritime Disasters this Century

The more we read the more we are trained to expect specific things: what was your last experience reading a poem that was center-justified? My guess is you were reading a greeting card. Here’s an aphorism: Good poems meet our expectations; great poems upset our expectations. Though I call it an aphorism to cover my back, I think I believe that one. It feels good to be shaken up; it feels significant to have expectations blown out of the water.

Lila Zemborain’s Mauve Sea-Orchids is center-justified. It is made up of three long poems whose titles are not the least bit afraid of beauty or the lyric: “la orquídea y el moscardón/orchid and bumble-bee” “los pétalos furiosos/the furious petals,” “malvas orquídeas del mar/mauve sea-orchids.” It is also written in a tone so hard to pin down I don’t even know where to begin. It doesn’t convert well to one or two-page excerpts for easy digestion. It is best experienced at once so that its strangeness can wash over the reader. The declarative mood is a near constant. You are told that there are such things as loveglands, and yes, yes they emit the smell of baking bread. It is scientific and sensual; sensual and scientific. This book marries those terms in a way I cannot in this format. (Scisensual. Sensuatific. Still I keep trying.) And it makes me want to misuse adjectives. Mauve Sea-Orchids is pedantic in a good way. Soporific in a good way. Written entirely in the present tense, Mauve Sea-Orchids narrates constant activity of minutia; reading this book feels like watching a nature documentary that takes place inside an organic body and slowed down just a second or two so that the movements of its simulated natural world become trance-like.


Mauve Sea-Orchids is translated by Rosa Alcalá. Soon after reading Orchids I ordered Alcalá’s out-of-print chapbook, Some Maritime Disasters this Century (Belladonna*, 2003) from an online used bookstore. This chapbook dates back to when Belladonna* was primarily a reading series. Its materials are humble but its design is beautiful. A woodcut image of a ship’s sails pop out from the corner, tiny rust-colored waves enveloping them. “Some Maritime Disaters this Century” remains one of my favorite titles in the world. The poems are spare but densely populated with giants of political, poetic, and philosophical history (Rumi, Levi-Satrauss, Derrida, Garcia Lorca, Langston Hughes…).

After reading Alcalá, I can see why she was drawn to the work of Zemborain. Alcalá uses line breaks to play with meaning in a way that is strangely akin to the many meanings made by Zemborain’s near run-on line structure. Zemborain loves the semicolon. The semi-colon connects ideas softly: it correlates rather than mirrors ideas. I imagine Alcalá saw possibilities in that. And I imagine the rangy tones in Mauve Sea-Orchids allowed her to capitalize on the grammatical possibilities of translation. Nor are Alcalá’s poems voiced by a single speaker. They have a collectivity that is trance-like in the same way Zemborain’s scientific-sensual marriages are trance-like:

…I am 


the memory

of milk You



would not

recognize me



After the heat

Of sugar



Mills I shine

White



Little ghost

Sifted star



(from “Polvo”). 



It also moves on a level of minutia and in a way that feels slowed-down: 



you voice hands

over knees



and beg

vacancy



your body

folded as much


inward

as outward



sways its

need



…my dis/focus

tills 



(from “This Way of Talking”). 



Zemborain: 



The landscape superimposes its figures over 

the sordid reading of facts; bluntly, 



Alcalá: 



Texts on horse medicine

And a girl on a Vespa



Cross the Roman Bridge



I cannot wait for the meeting of these two minds!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Some books I recommend...

As Halloween Approaches

A Good and Happy Child by Justin Evans. 2007.

Halloweenish Features: Demonology. Mysticism. Psychological drama.The uncanny. Coming of age?

This truly chilling story unfolds as a man discusses his childhood with his therapist, adroitly moving between two time frames. Was he haunted/possessed by a demon as a child or is the demon a metaphor for other trauma?





Pilgrim by Timothy Findley. 1999.

Halloweenish Features:
Immortal, moody man. Burning mental institution. daVinci as an asshole. The uncanny. Jung and the Collective Subconscious.

This is an astoundingly ambitious book. It's the least Halloweenish of this bunch, but it is moody and eerie and mystical. And scary smart.





The Woman in White by Wilkie Collins. 1859.

Halloweenish Features:
Madwoman/misused eccentric. Mistaken identities. Count Fosco and his creepy love of white mice. Isolated, decaying country estate. Burning church.

Even better than Jane Eyre and Rebecca, I promise. Fosco is as unforgettable a villain as Cruella Deville.





The Suspicions of Mr. Whicher by Kate Summerscale. 2009.

Halloweenish Features:
True crime, mystery, scary early scientific theories like phrenology and physiognomy.

Everything we take for granted about forensic science and detective work, both in real life and in fiction, are traced meticulously back to the Road Hill murder case. How did Summerscale write something so painstakingly informative yet so thrilling?

Her Fearful Symmetry by Audrey Niffenegger. 2010.

Halloweenish Features: Eerie twins. Haunted London flat. Highgate Cemetary. OCD. Harshly reviewed novel nonetheless well-liked by me.

Julia. Valentina. Elspeth. Great names, no? You might find the ghost story here annoying, but there are some really great characters in this novel--hard-to-like characters that you end up liking despite yourself are the best, aren't they? Oh and there are some cool details about the history of Highgate Cemetery, conveyed through Robert, a graduate student writing his thesis on the topic.

Falling Angels by Tracy Chevalier. 2002.

Halloweenish Features: Highgate Cemetery. Discontented Edwardian Women. Precocious children.

Only a medium on the halloweenish scale, but about half of this novel takes place in Highgate Cemetary. Its historical scope includes the Women's Suffrage Movement and Victorian customs of mourning made fashionable by Queen Victoria. It's moody and voice-y (it is narrated in the voice several characters, young and old, male and female). I recommend absolutely everything by Chevalier but absolutely nothing Amazon says you'll like if you like Chevalier.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

The Latest Listenlight

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* Francis Raven
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* Justin Evans

Sunday, March 14, 2010


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I will read with Joanna Fuhrman on March 20, 2010 at 7pm at the Drawing Studio, 33 S. Sixth Avenue, Tucson, Arizona.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Brandon Shimoda, along with Akilah Oliver and Philip Jenks, read at the Poetry Center on Thursday night.

Read reviews of their works here.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

MacawMacaw Press's latest project: m e x i c o c i t y by Dawn Pendergast


The masculinity of the mural

standing on a Watermelon



MacawMacaw's most recent publication is m e x i c o c i t y by Dawn Pendergast. m e x i c o c i t y was made especially for the Reduce, Recycle, Reuse, Reimagine exhibit at the University of Arizona Poetry Center.













































Dawn Pendergast lives in Milledgeville, Georgia, two hours from Atlanta. She holds two masters degrees, one from NYU and one from the University of Arizona. Her poems are published online in various journals including Little Red Leaves, Coconut, Alice Blue, Dusie, and Intercapillary/Space, and she blogs at whatbirdsgiveup.com. Her poems have been selected by Dan Beachy-Quick for an Academy of American Poets Prize and by Olga Broumas for the Will Inman Award.



Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Matthea Harvey & The Miró Quartet












The sketches start out simple, but soon
one girl proposes a glass voicebox
strung with glass chimes, another petitions
for porthole pupils, a fringe of glass
lashes on each eyelid’s hinge, another
imagines a mouth made of powdered
glass and crinkle enamel, and off they go.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Happy Birthday, Sean!

“Sean Randolph as Tom Sawyer” or
“Fine Fury and Frantic Gesticulation”



schoolmaster exacting a nothing revenge

although no dignitaries of left pink hair

scholars' exercises (a nursed religious all)

not delightful of lightest pleasures [how]

sweet etc. and not dark-complexioned

own lightning-pointed hope

speech—"eloquent" and number-referred—

as now determined over lower possession

how sign-painter's exactly avenged nap—

rusty and nightmare-destructive—

only listened (proud human!)

.sad entire attention…now rag about note.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

a tangle of boughs

are them and nearly grumbling

let us each baby on using its gloss heart

short us the way a window lies unusual glad

or bless an old kettle that he shows

who are fine and used to good singing

and thinks everyone goes a noticed lady

among trees, new-cut to give life's

end, one for each genuine bit of how

until a thing as genuine as fear

gone up a garden of hesitant striding

every buy-out a bill of give-up

heigh-ho shall go treading,

at night, a glad glad lading

grumbling until the next thing is grown

Saturday, February 7, 2009


"do you come here often?" by joe balaz

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

How to Attach a Door to a Door Hole

I started changing my life. A DIY project I could really follow through. I was a grackle for a million years and I flew down from my grackle nest and there was a drill bit to drill the pilot holes. A gate edge I perched on some new thing entirely flecked with chiseled matter and level as the frame. I hammered into the perch a rune to mark a position for quarter-inch screws. I scraped into it a mysterious misnomer and drilled pilot holes and begged a carte postale to make me known, the alignment of my credit due. I feigned indifference to the sweating brow. Screwed up tight. Made feckless alignment good. God gave me this brow. On it sweats a golden age. I will take this city and make it smooth and round. What city? Must have been a map error. There are no rules for how you choose the numbered bolts. Out here there is so little but ground and empty cellar and many leagues to any sober mind. The meter clumpy. The earth spongy. Having these things texturized helps the feet to guide the wobbling torso. Door edge. Gut strings. Door bolt. Dinosaur flashes of a deep deep brave. The alignment of the pilot holes, the same height both sides, the grackle nest, the rune, the drill bit centered on the screw.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Barely Buried Treasure

I pick a millionth knick-knack.
Hair. Put it on da blade-shelf.
I back up slowly slippers.

Less ninety degrees,
draped in knees. Pointed
toward the nor'eastern dour.

I invite you over make
a slipcover for your head.
Big big fleurs all tiny ties.

Grandiose. Two dry
powders and a cheerful pot.
Listless cat. Not a breach.

Go on plucky'll do it.
Keep it stopping leaks.
Keep yer stockins sleek.

I grant you a bright dollop
and on it sprinkle of dill.
We hove here like its picnic.

You're so sure I cooked it
out of a box. I'm still missing
you curing my showboat.

Many exact grapefruits
hollowed out. Paneled objects
striking I blend om in.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Friday, March 14, 2008

Mauve Sea-Orchids/Malvas orquídeas mel mar


Few books are this arresting both in content and physicality. The facing-page Spanish translations of these center-justified poems convey a complete balance of instinct and intellect. The scientific becomes lyric and the lyric becomes scientific in a way that points toward a sense of beauty that readers have been taught to mistrust. These poems engage language as a stimulus so that reading becomes an act of substantive beauty.